Am I Mad At You?

by: soft lite

Character(s): CJ
Pairing(s): CJ/Ben
Category(s): Post-ep, drabble, romance(?)
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Characters from "The West Wing" are not mine.
Summary: CJ considers the question Carol conveyed to her from Ben.
Spoiler: Season 5 through "The Benign Prerogative"

Ben.

I don't even think of you except when I receive your messages.

Mad?

No. I wasn't mad then, and I'm not mad now.

That was always our problem: I never had strong feelings about you. We were pleasant together, and we irritated each other. But I wasn't in love with you, and I've never been mad at you.

Back then, I didn't know what love meant.

Soon I'll have to deal with the present annoyance: your persistent phone calls. Why are you calling me? And why won't you stop when I've asked you to?

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